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12:20pm 04/04/2005
 
mood: nervous
music: Put on some LP... Can't remember the name, though
Thanks once again, George, for bringing back my diary! I can never tell you how happy I am for that... But it's back, and and I'm glad.

Or, maybe glad is to exaggerate. I'm bloody nervous. But I haven't been sick for about a week now. Which is good, I suppose.

I don't know... John? Have you got some time to spare tomorrow? I'd want to go out for a stroll or something. Get some fresh air and all that. Have a little chat, y'know. You think you can find the time?

Also, Pattie: George brought the blouse you had bought for me. That's too sweet of you, I love it!

Love,
Cynthia		  
     
~3 images of broken lights ~Pools of sorrow, waves of joy~
 
   
02:42am 25/03/2005
 
mood: worried
Oh, I'm so happy for Mo! A baby! She'll make a great mother, I'm sure..!

No, no diary yet. It's probably gone forever. AS long as no one's read it, I'm happy. Though I would want it back, really would...

Oh, I've got too many worries on my shoulders. I wish I could speak out about it, but something keeps me from doing it. **sigh** Well, I can just hope that you are all okay.

Love you all,
Cynthia		  
     
~5 images of broken lights ~Pools of sorrow, waves of joy~
 
   
11:45am 07/03/2005
 
mood: gloomy
Oh my... I spent most of last night in the bathroom, vomiting. It was horrible. And I don't even know why. I've been feeling strange for a while now, though I can't see any reason for it.

John took me out for a lovely evening some days ago, about a week, I think it is now. We had a wonderful dinner before going to see one of them silent films, and John was so very sweet all evening. I realised how much I've missed that side of him, and how cute he can really be, if he puts his mind to it...

My diary still hasn't showed up. I'm beginning to wonder if someone's taken it or something. maybe I'm just being paranoid, but then again I've written some rather personal things in it. I just hope no one reads it... **sighs**

I think I'll call Mo. I need to spend some time outside, and put away all dark thoughts for a while.		  
     
~6 images of broken lights ~Pools of sorrow, waves of joy~
 
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10:08pm 11/02/2005
 
mood: worried
I've been feeling so strange recently. And John hasn't really been around much to help... **sigh** I don't know what's wrong, actually.

Also, my diary is gone. I believe it could be over at George and Pattie's place, I may have forgotten it there the other evening. I slept over there. I don't think John knows. Why would he?

**sits on the sofa** Could have just mislaid it somewhere here... I wish I had it...		  
     
~24 images of broken lights ~Pools of sorrow, waves of joy~
 
 
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